Hey, love. I hope you know much I adore you, and how much it means a lot to me when people complimented my Gray. He has been very well received these past few weeks, and it makes me feel so damn proud of him as his author.
However, I still feel so small in this community. Many of people on my dash are a long-term member of this fandom, and everyone is such an experienced writer for their muses. I realized that all of my friends’ characters are very developed, very full and hold so much history. I swear– everyone here is just so damn good at capturing the very core of their characters.
And here I am. I just started and finished Fairy Tail (both anime and manga) this year, few months ago. Not to mention I took a two years-long hiatus from roleplaying. I feel so small, so immature– bringing my Gray into this fullfledged fandom was something truly nerve wracking. But I was greeted with such warmth from everyone it felt almost fuckin’ surreal.
My Gray is still very premature and he has a lot of flaws. Flaws from his within, and flaws from me as his inexperienced writer. I hope you guys will forgive him when his flaws become too jarring, or if his rough-edges cuts too deep. I’m not perfect, and neither is he. And for that, I beg forgiveness. Truly, deeply, wholeheartedly.
But I want you to know that despite everything, you are all a very vital part of his development and character. I want everyone to continue to help him grow and give him dimensions– give him depths, give him history.
Because my Gray would not be Gray without you.
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