This gonna sound gaaaaay as fuck (lowkey maybe). But can I just say that Meru is one of the many people in my life who are precious to me, wonderful and amazing as FUCK. Like I have never had feels for Lyon or Gray as much as I do now. I am 100000000000% in love with our modern verse and I love the ideas we have come up with for our main verse as well. Meru's gray is like positively absolutely 100% how I'd see Gray and the writing and portrayal is legit fucking spot on. But yeah I love you <33

          —- KAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!

oh my FUCKIN’ GOD
… do u guys wanna know how gay we are tho?

THIS. This is the extent of our, uh, gay.

LMFAO && LET’S NOT TALK ABOUT OUR MATCHING ICONS ON TUMBLR RN. AND ONCE AGAIN I QUOTE, ARIARI, 2K17—-

         dfghjklssdfghjk- hoLY FUCKIN’ SHIT. OkAY, serious business. do u guys ever like– fuck, loVE SOMEONE SO DAMN MUCH && it’s just pAINFUL but like a good kind of pain??? ACTUALLY, YOU KNOW WHAT. YOU GUYS KNOW THAT FEELING WHEN U FOUND SOMEONE U JUST CLICK WITH SO WELL AND UGH. U JUST LOVE EM SO MUCH??? CUS YEAH, THAT’S HOW I FEEL WITH KAI. LIKE I FEEL THE NEED TO TYPE IN ALL CAPS ALL THE TIME WITH KAI BC I CAN’T FIND ANY OTHER WAY TO CAPTURE MY PRECISE SENTIMENTS NNGHHDFGH;

          -breAthes-  holy shit. okay. Ah god, i don’t even know where to start with this! Because Kai, you’ve  grown to become a very important friend to me!! i swear i always end up smiling so MUCH everytime we talk! We just have similar thought patterns & we can literally CAPS and CUSS about anything && just fuckin’ drown each other with angsts and fluffs and feels about our dorky muses, whenever, and it’s all just. beautiful. honestly. I am so, so, so damn happy that we’ve gotten much closer through dsicord– because gah, our modern verse is what I LIVE for & your lyon is literally my gray’s other half and ngdfghjkl <3

          I just– I really hope you know that LOVE your writing so much & I adore all the headcanons and twists that you came up for each of your muses!! You truly did all of them a tremendous justice through your amazing interpretation of their character. I really admire how methodical && thoughtful you are when you are writing about them. And pls don’t get me going about the dandruff emperor, because it will never cease to amaze me that how you managed to capture all of Lyon’s dimensions while maintaining a great deal of hilarity!

          Kai, I swear I cherish you so damn much– && it’s not just because you made me smiled at my pants in the middle of my Psych class, or because your taste in music is fuckin’ hella and I just want to download your whole playlist for myself. You are special because you are you. You are special in your own, little Kai ways, like : D or —- , or how you eat pie at 2 am in the morning, or your constant IC asks to people’s inbox– & how you practically lives in mine. You are special, because you are around– because you always like people’s post to acknowledge them– because you take that extra step forward to reach out to people & messages people when they feel blue– because you simply exist in our lives. You are special, Kai, for sending these sweet messages to people and remind them that they are loved!

 –So thank you!!