hinoyosei:

Artwork commission done by @kaatseye​ / @shcklesofsin​

                                Merry ‘Early’ Christmas 
                    to my beloved Ameru ( @i-ced​ ​)!! ❤

So like your such an absolutely important person in my life & I wanted to get you something super super special for you this Christmas. I had this idea when I was working, the above idea depicted that Kaat absolutely perfectly captured! I know how much you love Star Wars, & how Han Solo is your fave so here we go. What better then to have the beautiful Meru standing next to their favorite character!

This is definitely one of my favorite things that I have ever commissioned mainly because it’s supposed to be a gift that comes from a special place in my heart. For such an amazing special person. Someone so wonderful, radiant who never ceases to amaze me no matter what they do. You’re a ray of pure sun shine in this world, who tries so hard in everything that they do. Just everything about you keeps me in awe where words can’t even being to explain the sentiments I hold for you. 

You are without a doubt one of the closest people in my life, that I absolutely adore with all my being. The one person who no matter what always makes me smile, laugh whenever I am feeling down. Your words are so healing, your presence is just completely soothing to me. You always know what to say, and just how to make everything seem so much better. 

I love our conversations whether it’s about weird space pancake jokes, laughing until we can’t breathe at all, things about our muses, cracking awful puns & just talking. You’re someone I truly cherish in my life, a relationship that I cherish so so much. It’s changed my life so much in ways I can’t explain. You’re such a loving, kind & beautiful person.  I can say wholeheartedly that I love you. Your smile, your voice, the way you laugh, how you gush about the things you love, your emotions, your passions. All of you. Words can’t even describe.

The light & love of my life. My world. If I’m the better half of you, then you are indeed the better half of me. The side that completes me. You deserve so much good in this world. So much wonderful warm feelings this holiday season. I love you so so much. Merry Christmas, my love. Have a very good holiday this year! ♡

FUUUUUUUUUUCK. 

EXCUSE ME WHILE I DIE ASDFGHJKLF